Poem about Life Struggles

To Live and To Love

We were put on this planet
To live and to love.
To cherish the ones in our lives.
And never let them get hurt.......
Safety is a priority 
But danger is an outcome.
Why is it, that we work so very hard?
For something that will still happen
in the end........
Should we care about our lives,
Or sit and waste it away.
"It doesn't matter, were all going to
die someday!"
These words fill our heads
With sad confusion. There's no end
We get lost with the love
We want to have.
There is no conclusion to all 
this pain.
But an answer that comes
Just the same.
The negative side seems to win,
But the positive side seems to 
Glow.
We are who we choose to be,
So be careful who you choose.
Love everyday like there is no 
Tomorrow....
And give to others the joy of life
So no one will hurt.
Love, And love will love you back.
Open your arms to life
And life will hug you back!
Don't be scared!
Life is still a one time thing!

#Feeling #Random #Thought

ITS A RANDOM THOUGHT 

->Raato ko nind ai kesa , janta tha tu aaigi ek din bapas mera khab mein .
->babus tha , bayan karna chata tha paar nahi kaar paya . kuch majburi thi jinne mujhe rok ke rakha tha isliye aj ye din dekhna pad raha hai , tu waha mein yaha kesi hai ye duriyaan
->zindagi meri badal ooo ki tara hoo gai hai jesa jo badal garaj he vo baras te nahi or jo baras te hai vo garajte nahi .
->bolna to bhot kuch chata tha paar mujhe sunne or samaj ne wala koi  nahi tha . mer lafz sune rhe gai , jesa baris me koi akela chod gaya tha , pani ki ek tap tap karti awaz sunai de rahi thi jesa vo muje kuch khena chati thi . (beta baja gaya teri koi )
->guzare tha jo lamhe tumhare saht pyar ke ,essa kya huva vo rhe gaye sunne , ab jauu to kha koi nahi hai mera yaha (jesa kora kagaz pe tha name tumhara , jo ab nikal gaya  hai or firse rhe gaya hai kora ) agar hum ek ho jate to , to ye zindagi suk or santi se kat jati .
->appke arman appke sapne pure karte karte mera dil ke chain udh gaye , kyu app mujhe bich raha me chod ke chalaay gaye ( jesa ek parinda kush or azad ho gaya tha aj fir se vo pinjare mein kaid hoo gaya hai.
->tum jab mera karib ate hoo to bhot arman maan me jag jate hai . or jab chalaay jate hoto firse suna pad jate hai (jesa jab samundra ki lehar aati he to appne shat bhot kuch leka ati he or jab jati hai tab bhot kuch kinare paar akela chod ke chali jati hai )
-> kabhi kabhi to essa lagt ahai meri atma mera jism ko chod kaar appko dhud ne nikal gai hai or abhi tak appkoo hi dhud rahi hai .(its different andhera me rosni kho gai hai )
->tera ane sa sab badal gaya band tha asmaan khul gaya , ye waada kaar diya ab nighaose tera bina dekhuna na asmaan .tujko pa hi liya ab har din nahi hai andhera , kuch b kaar jauuga jo tu hai mera paas , ye sab khab hai , jo khab baan ke rhe gai he jo pura na hoo paye mera arman wesa ke wesa hi rhe gaye hai ..
-> ab to har ek pal naya hi lagta hai jesa pairo ke niche se zamin sirak gai ho .esi ho gai hai meri duniya tera bin .
-> appne hi saya dekh ke me aj kudse hi ghabra gaya , ki dub gaya hu tumhari khayalo ki gherai oo me . bhar nikal ne ka kuch suj hi nahi raha hai , yakken nahi hota log baat karte hai jannat ki esi hoti hai jannat ... paar vo jannat mujhe nasib hui hi nahi .
->bich rha me agar tum mujhe mil jayo to appni ankho se nazare hatau kesa , tum hi batao mujhe , appko thodi bi mashumiyat nahi dekhi meri ankho mein . tujse naraj nahi hu me bas thoda hairan hu me , tera bare me soch soch ke heran hu mein , jeena ke bare me kabhi socha hi nahi paar ab soch soch ke heran hu mein .
-> tujhe yaad kar kar roj raat ko jagna , kash vo pal pheda hi nahi huva hota , jis pal mein tu nazar na aye , yaad me maar jaye , bina tera mujhe tanhaiyaan sataye .

love is life

I hate you each time I close my eyes

I hate you each time I close my eyes;
Reality interferes with fading thoughts inside.
A smile misleads and draws me near.
I love the way you reduce me to tears.

My spirits distract and dissolve my prism
confronting beliefs and rendering their prison.
And as they keep in their dissonance,
I hold prayers and wish for your presence.

Yearning your glance hinders improvement
As I enter your aura and refuse movement
you aim a smirk and urge me away.
And the heart I gave, you continue to fray.

So bless my lips and string me along
serenade me with your suicide song.
Because with you, my smile is a sign of bluffing
but without you, my whole existence means nothing. 

Missing You

 

I can't sleep,
Missing you.
I lye awake, tears in my eyes,
Missing you.
Heart acks, mind can't think,
Missing you.
Longing for you touch,
Missing you.
The sound of your voice, I can't hear it. 
Missing you.
The wanting for you in my heart.
Missing you.
Thoughts of how good it was to have you near,
Missing you.
You and only you thats all I want,
Missing you.
Wishing to see you smile,
Missing you.
Longing to hear you laugh,
Missing you.
Charishing all the time we shared,
Missing you.
Hopeing my heart will heal,
Missing you. 

When I see you feeling so empty

When I see you feeling so empty,
I just want to hold you close to me,
Wipe those tears of fear from your eyes,
Wishing you could see your beauty.

Its clear to me that you're hurting,
A thought that tortures me inside.
I long to take away your pain ,
But that request has been denied.

I'll stand by your side forever,
Till death tears me away from you,
I'd never leave you willingly,
My love will always remain true.

Give me your sorrow, pain, and fear,
I would gladly bear them for you,
One like you does not deserve them,
In sympathy my heart bleeds too.

Listen to me and please believe,
You're beautiful as none can be,
Incalcuable in your worth,
Yet you give of yourself freely.

Be strong and know that you are loved,
Your trust I could never betray,
I'd hold you close comforting you,
I promise it will be okay.

Love Beyond the Window

When I was young, I believed in fairy tales.

I believed that if your heart willed it,

That love could overcome anything.

That one day, two lovers could always be together.

But those were simple lies I think...

After all, how does one reach across a window;

Reach across a screen...

To hold someone on the other side,

Before they slip through your fingers.

Like a lonely dance between air and water,

I can only stand on the surface of the lake,

And see her smiling on the other side.

...

Sometimes, I would draw pictures on the surface;

These thin useless arms of mine scrawling tiny doodles,

And she would smile and reply to each one:

Including a heart, for 'I love you'...

And each time I would feel,

As though I could soar through any distance,

As though I could run a hundred miles.

If only so I could see you;

If only because I missed you...

But enough I say...

Enough of this life behind an invisible wall;

Enough of this existence where I can only dream!

For I wish to have you beside me,

To have you share in my joys and tears.

To have you here where I can hold you in my arms.

To kiss you and tell you how much you truly mean to me.

...

 But no matter how much I wish it,

I know it'll never be.

And so I bury it deep inside;

And smile when you look at me.

These cartographers dream

You cast light into the uncharted lands,
The darkest spots among the shifting sands,
Of the deserts, to the deepest trenches, 
In the oceans of my heart.

Nothing even dares to hide
From this magnificent light so deep inside;
It's drowned the very thirst it quenches
From the very start.

These cartographers dream of the discoveries you've made,
Their expeditions and journies but a silly masquerade
In comparison to the glory of roads that you've paved 
Into the farthest reaches of my heart.

You sing to the muses that hold legends
Of the demons and gods my heart defends,
And weave glory into their every story
Of your majesty in me.

No citizen or king can dare deny
Flowers and trees have blossomed high;
My nature's reached its full glory
Through your purity in me.

So bring me that horizon's line;
We'll sail these ships over lands divine,
Every corner of the seven seas ,
Of the world within my heart.

These cartographers dream of the discoveries you've made,
Their expeditions and journies but a silly masquerade
In comparison to the glory of roads that you've paved 
Into the farthest reaches of my heart.

Though we still have much to brave,
I dare say I'll continue to rave
Like a lunatic over the insanity you inspire in me.

lovely lyrics ..

After an interval  

When she is  back to my life ..

missing you 

 

Jabse tum meri zindagi me aye tha

Tabse ye dil khamosh or khush hoo gaya tha ,

Jo lafse b nahi bol payei jo , jo tumhe kuch khena chata tha

Paar khamosh hi rhe gai , kuch bayan nahi kaar paye tha .

Appni dil  ki baat kya batauu

Ek din voo dil b ruth gaya tha .

Jo appni dastan sunai bina chala gaya tha .

Tumhe kya fark padta tha ,

Tum to apppni duniya me khush tha

Paar khamosh to me rhe gya tha ,

Paar duaa itni hi thi ,  bas ek baar puch liya hota

Kya haal he hamara , paarrrrrr

Bhul gaya tha khaa tumhare paas

Hamare liye itna samaye b tha

Agaar hota to mujhe aj ye din nahi dekhna hota  

Jabse tum meri zindagi me aye tha

Tabse ye dil khamosh or khush hoo gaya tha ,

Jo lafse b nahi bol payei jo , jo tumhe kuch khena chata tha

Paar khamosh hi rhe gai , kuch bayan nahi kaar paye tha

Hame tumse jo pyar huva bhulna padega kya!

Pyar  ki rhaho me akkar to dekho

Kabhi kisi se sacha pyar kaar ke to dekho

Tujse mhobaat karte he jo ,

Paar kesa kare bayaan appne dil ki baat

Kyuki  samaye mujhe bitch  raha me chod gaye tha ,

Jo bharosa tha voo b uth gya tha .

Paar kesa kare bayaan appne dil ki baat

Kyuki samaye mujhe bitch  raha me chod gaye tha ,

Jo bharosa tha voo b uth gya tha .

Ek samaye me khamosh tha kyu ki .

Tumhe Kush dekh kaar me sab bhool gya tha .

Appne maan ki baat daba kaar khamosh rhe gaya tha .

Aj b vohi haal he joo mujhe khamosh kaar gaya he

Tanhai ke shaaree ji raha hu

Appne appko khosh raha hu

Paar kuch bayan nahi kaaar paa raha hu

Aj  vohi haal he mera 

Appne appko dard de raha hu

Paar tumse kuch nahi kha paa raha hu ....

                                                                            -sandy rana